sun and the lack thereof

An image bubbled up from memory: my father wearing nothing but shorts and a pair of dark goggles, sitting in front of a very bright light. I know it was something prescribed by a doctor; for what specifically, I don't recall.

Now that I'm older I suspect it was probably for seasonal depression.

Which leads to this thought: Half of my genes are from someone so solar powered that he suffered from seasonal depression in New Orleans. A mere ten hours of daylight was not enough. What the fuck am I doing up here in Seattle.

Well, at least yesterday was the solstice, and days will start getting longer from here.

a shading experiment

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I was thinking about other people’s processes that involve shading on a separate layer that’s been constrained by a mask of the shapes it’s shading, and knocked this out in about an hour.

It looks nice, but I’m not sure how I feel about the fact that it resulted in about three times as many layers as I’d normally use.

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(All the ‘light’ and ‘shadow’ layers have an opacity mask of a duplicate of the layer they’re modifying; light layers are 100% screen, shadow layers are 100% multiply. Most paths in them are heavily gaussian blurred; all the shadow paths are a blue-purple gradient.)

And just to show how much some simple effects can add, here’s the same image with most of the blurs removed:

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I may try experimenting with this on a few panels of Absinthe. Making myself separate “shading” from “drawing” is weird; I’m really used to considering them at the same time. I may also want to experiment with using this method for broader strokes of shading, and doing some of the subtler shading within the base layers the way I normally do. Dunno. My methods are a constant work in progress, and ultimately what matters most is a mix of working speed and how fast they feel – I’d rather do something that’s empirically a bit slower, but feels faster to my brain, because that’s more likely to keep me happily working for a longer stretch. Making sure everything works in silhouette and basic colors before going to shades probably won’t hurt, though.

 

A War Among The Stars, Number 7

tl;dr: it is good, go see it, it made me give a fuck about this franchise again, I’m going to go see it a second time. No spoilers.

Mostly-non-spoilery commentary beyond the cut.

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Yearsum

Stuff I drew over the year. I gave preference to non-Rita stuff to create some variety; otherwise every month except for June, November and December would have something from that project in it.

I was working on the image finished in October for much of the year. I know I was working on it in May, when I sat in the hospital keeping my mother company for the last few weeks of her life.

Which rather explains the blank space in June.

50s style experiments

Further Confusion is coming up soon, and I’ll be holding down a corner of a friend’s booth doing the odd badge on my new Tiny Printer. This year’s theme is “Cafe FC: A Classic American Diner”, which honestly does nothing for me, Happy Days is not my nostalgia. But. What was going on in cartoons back then? Jim Flora! Mary Blair! UPA! And all that other crazy semi-Cubist stuff. I can totally dig that.

So I googled up some inspiration, and started doodling.

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(These aren’t actually on purple paper, I just photographed these under the colored lights in my living room. Rollerball pen with highlighter.)

I’m not sure I’ll go full 50s abstract. I like looking at that stuff but it’s not in my blood like it is for some of my animation school buddies. But there are definitely stylistic tricks I can use to give a distinct “fifties graphics” feel to my normal shapes. Pull a palette off of some Flora album covers, pick a few different brushes based on things I see in collections like this along with some fonts, and I’ll be ready.

I may also consider having a secondary theme of “your Fallout fursona” because that sure is fifties-flavored, and it’s pretty topical. Maybe just slip one of those into my sample badges. I don’t want to be drawing Your Vault-Tec Guy Fursona though.

(My other alternative theme idea was “50s sci-fi” but honestly I already did that when I did promo art for FC2013 whose theme was “Furbidden Planet”. Somebody on the FC concom must really love fifties retro, I guess.)

Next step: draw up a badge for myself, and for a few friends, as samples. If I go with the rough up there maybe I’ll just describe my take on the theme as “Space Age Bachelor Pad”; it’s a grown-up party let’s all get drunk until someone puts a lampshade on their head.

new comics feeds!

Today, I spent some time setting up some stuff for my upcoming comics. If you’d like to follow them on various social media sites, now you can:

Five Glasses of Absinthe [NSFW]facebook, tumblr, twitter, tapastic
The Drowning City – facebook, tumblr, twitter, tapastic

The Tapastic links will only be updated when full chapters are completed.

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Dear Marie-Jeanne:

Thank you for raising me to be the kind of person who can see a trailer for a video game about bird attorneys, constructed from collages engravings, and casually think “Oh wow, it's Une Semaine de Bonté, the video game.

love, Peggy.

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The Siege of Syracuse

Back in 2007, I drew a picture and decided it looked like an album cover. So I drew a fake back cover, as well.

Siege of Syracuse (back cover)

Last week, I was looking at that picture and decided I still liked it. So I drew another picture, designed explicitly as the cover for a CD from the same band.

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And, of course, I had to draw a back cover as well. Complete with moody photo of the band.

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Back in the early 70s, Raven Museum was a fairly typical prog band. But by the early nineties, they’d embraced modern technology, drifting into a somewhat psytrance-flavored sound.

With the first one, the cover image came first, then the title and back cover; with this one, I started with the title, then the image, then the back cover. I had a lot of fun playing with the implied narrative of the credits – if Richard Chatham is the drummer, then why’s someone else credited with drums on half of the album? And why are there only three people shown o the back cover, despite the band officially being four people?

I figure that future albums list Richard as “drums emeritus’, and he continues to be absent in band photos and live performances. When asked what happened to him, the band inevitably changes the subject.

I also kinda feel like drawing my fictional band is the next step on a slippery slope that ends with me doing comics about them. Hey, it’s not like I’d be the first; Matt Howarth, one of my major influences, had a whole constellation of imaginary bands, one of whom started in a comic book that ran for like thirty or forty issues.

Technically, I’m proud of the front cover of the new one. I figured out a reasonably efficient way to do distortions without leaving Illustrator:

  1. Make a new layer, draw a 50% grey rectangle that more than covers the area you want to distort. Draw your greyscale distortion map on top of it, matching whatever parts of the image you need to – here, I matched the ripples I’d sketched in the water.
  2. Make a new artboard the same size as that rectangle you made in step 1. Export this artboard as a 300dpi greyscale PSD. I found that Illustrator consistently appended ‘-distortion map’ to the exported file name, interestingly enough.
  3. Turn off the layer you drew the distortion map in.
  4. In the layer you want to apply the distortion map to, draw a rectangle the same size as your distortion map. Give it no stroke and no fill.
  5. In the layers palette, target the layer you want to distort.
  6. effects->rasterize. 300dpi, add 0pt around the object.
  7. effects->distort->glass, load in your distortion map. 100% size, other sliders to taste.
  8. You’re done.

If you want it to be a higher resolution, you can do that. Just make sure you export the distortion map at the same resolution you rasterize the stuff you’re distorting.

(Sure, you could do this completely vector by doing a distortion mesh. But making a complicated mesh is a fiddly, annoying task that I really don’t care to do. And it takes a hell of a long time to render. This takes a not-unnoticeable amount of time to render as well, but it’s a lot faster than a distortion mesh on my machine.)

 

why I rarely watch video on the internet

them: [link to a vlog about something]

me: I don’t have an attention span built for video. This man is talking.
me: I had to stop my music to hear him talking and he wasn’t more interesting that the Shiny Toy Guns.

(They hadn’t watched the video either, if you were wondering.)

I think that exchange pretty much sums up my attitude to pretty much any video content on the internet. When I’m browsing the net at home, I have music playing pretty much all the time and I really just do not want to stop it unless it feels like it will actually be worth engaging my entire brain to watch whatever this is.

This is also why I hate tools that only come with video tutorials instead of text manuals. I just wanna learn what @#$% keys do what so I can fool around with it, I do not need synchronized sound and video to tell me that.

blaaahhh

One of those nights where I think about how much I'd like to call my mom and chat about nothing much important but I can't any more and then I end up lying in bed in the dark cuddling a plush raccoon and crying.

I mean it's not like I'd tell her anything major about my life. I've been drawing an album cover for an imaginary band instead of working on my next graphic novels. I've been playing video games. I upgraded to the latest version of Illustrator and it seems to be stable, unlike the last one I was stuck with for about six months. I've read some books. And she wouldn't have anything earth-shaking to say either. She'd tell me about books she'd read, or having to get the car fixed, or how she worries about her friend who lost her husband a few years ago, or whet Jason and Jennie's kids were up to. It would always be a pretty mundane conversation that we'd have pretty much every week, usually somewhere around the weekend.

I kinda stopped thinking about that regular conversation a month or so after she died. But tonight I'm thinking about it and missing her.

Fuck death.