dabbling in soft focus

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About one hour of fucking around. Lots of blurred shapes at low opacity.

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And a bit of experimentation with d-mesh. Hexagonal pattern fill + big square + 4×4 mesh. Distort until it mostly fits on the shape of the head, then constrain it to only overlap the head with a clipping mask. Then be too lazy to finish off the edges of the hair to make it clear that it’s a solid shape, with corners and thickness.

I might work on this some more, might not. Really I wanted to do something a bit more painterly but I ended up deciding that a modelled drawing of Rita just has to be all airbrushy; she’s a sleek, smooth thing.

(Also I totally suck for not making sure the shapes actually worked as a drawing before getting into the modelling. It was super easy to get lost in details and end up with some seriously weird proportions; luckily Illustrator made it easy to pull things back into shape. If I want to try this again I should really get the full figure all set up before getting into this kind of stuff. Which is, um… basic drawing logic? Hey, like I said. Fucking around.)

Illustrator process: distortion meshes.

Yesterday, I worked on the next page of Rita. It includes a figure lying under a quilt. I decided that this was a perfect job for a distortion mesh; I grabbed some regular gridded details from an earlier page, turned them into a pattern fill, and started futzing about.

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I started to notice some distinct quirks about how the mesh was behaving as I started to push it into overlapping itself. I did some crude patches to work around it, but I felt like I still had things to learn. So when I got up today, the first thing I did after showering was to open up a new document for the specific purpose of exploring how distortion meshes work.

Full preview.

Full preview.

Outline view.

Outline view.

THINGS I HAVE LEARNT:

– Illustrator does not guarantee that a self-overlapping mesh will be rendered the same way as it’s rotated. Look at the bottoms of the mirrored images. It seems to render the leftmost pixel of the undistorted imagery, and either completely drop, or merely hide, the rightmost. (I need to do a test with multiple vector shapes inside the mesh instead of the bitmap I used here – that’ll tell me exactly what’s happening here.) Presumably there is also some sort of painting order going on from top to bottom, as well.

– If you want to simulate drapery, you need to add more mesh lines, and push them around so that there’s no self-overlap where the drape goes behind itself.

– If you need to break a mesh point’s curve handles into a corner, you need to switch to the pen tool and break it with that.

– It is probably best to create a regular grid for purposes of draping stuff. Possibly both in terms of the mesh you create to do the distortion, and the imagery you’re distorting? I will have to explore this when I do my proposed exercise of drawing a figure with mesh-distorted patterns on all their clothes. Possibly as a standalone image, possibly as a costume change in Rita…

I wonder if it would be possible to automate the process of adding more mesh lines to hide self-overlap? I may have to see how much detail of a mesh is available to scripts. But later for that. I have a page to finish.

ITS SUNNY

Loading the entire ‘Spyro the Dragon’ soundtrack onto my phone and going out for a walk in the parks be back later love you.

choosing to speak

Huh. I seem to be dumping a lot of feature requests in Illustrator’s feature request form today. I guess I’m like, you know, I feel like I’m actively funding development by subscribing to the Creative Cloud, and I would like to make my voice heard.

bleh

Well today was kind of a wash. I ended up sleeping until like 1, then pretty much spent the whole day playing a dumb little puzzle game called 2048. No link because it ate most of my day and I kind of didn't actually enjoy more than about ten minutes of that time. I also read “Ghost Train To New Orleans”, which was pretty amusing.

I was intending on writing the next few pages of Rita but that didn't happen. I guess I shouldn't have expected much; I'm always pretty pooped after the ex-with-benefits spends the night, and this weekend he stayed over for two nights in a row. Plus pole dancing last night. The, ah, benefits, were PRETTY DAMN GOOD. So I guess I'm allowed to slack today? Probably not. But I did. I just kinda blew all my orgone Sunday morning.

Tomorrow: yoga, write those next few pages, get a decent rough for the first of them. Oh and do the couple bits of bureaucracy I just realized I totally forgot to do today, shit.

contemplating upgrades

Oh man, I think I may be about to grit my teeth and give in to Adobe’s Creative Cloud. I went and looked and they have now quietly added some features I actually want. Curved corners, very much like what one of Astute Graphics’ plugins does, except better-integrated; the return of sliders for transparency (when they rebuilt the interface for CS6, or was it 5? they turned a bunch of sliders into dropdowns with 10%/20%/30%/etc), bitmaps in art brushes, and most importantly some new fillips to the pencil tool that lets you hold down a key to make some or all of your lines into straight ones.

The pencil tool is like 95% of my Illustrator use. This could be important.

Running the math.

Single app: $20/mo, $240/year.
Full Creative Suite: $50/mo. $600/year. OR if you’re an existing customer you can get the first year for $30/mo – $360/year.

My usage of the Creative Suite is basically Illustrator all day every day, plus InDesign and Premiere a few times a year for putting together books and Kickstarter videos and whatnot. Let’s say I need one of them like four months out of the year – if I subscribe to one app or another for a month or two and cancel it after, that’s $80/year.

So Illustrator plus ad-hoc usage of other apps is around $320. I could see it easily being $360, what with forgetting to cancel subscriptions, having book production run long, etc. That is about what I paid for a new release of Illustrator every year and a half. I’m still giving Adobe more money than I used to, but I’m also able to use the other apps without the immense hassle of abusing trial versions and/or the SAY YOHO route.

The existing user price works for me for a year. But unless I suddenly start making a LOT more money off my stuff, I’ll be going down to the single app plus ad-hoc rentals of other apps once that’s over.

Either way, I’m going to mull this over a few more days. I’m in the very last stages of getting Rita 2 to press, I really do not want to get lost down the rabbit hole of upgrading anything right now.

edit. Okay fuck it I sent off the very last tweaks to Rita 2, I did it. Now I get to have the JOY of migrating my settings. ALWAYS FUN. I just tried doing some by cloning over files, and now Illustrator CC is crashing on launch even after removing stuff I added to its settings. WHEE. So I get to wrangle installing it AGAIN. And it’s been stuck at 90% for like five minutes now…