This morning the SO was looking at the benefits offered by the European company they work for and something like the following conversation ensued:
? Huh, I could get some career counseling.
? Damn. I could use some of that.
? I think it’s just for me… wait, no, it’s for spouses and domestic partners, too.
And now I am sort of sitting here quietly asking, what the fuck do I want to do with my career? I have been feeling like I need to do something on and off lately and I’ve just kept on quietly doing the same thing. I have been saying I should throw a portfolio at some of the local galleries and at the folks who make Mardi Gras floats; I had fun doing some book cover work and would maybe like to try and do more but I dunno where to go for that… I dunno, I just feel like I need something different to chase, despite having no energy to chase anything.
Right now it’s just “draw comics” and “draw furry porn” and “don’t work too hard” and, let’s be honest, I’m not likely to change that last no matter what.