the dream of the Realm of the King

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This morning, I dreamed I was reading a book. It was full of gorgeous full-bleed illustrations of techno-mesoamerican-hindu architecture floating in the sky. Everything was rendered in a palette of deep, saturated brown, an intense turquoise, and a golden yellow. It was all supposedly drawn by Jack Kirby, but didn’t have any of his signature handling of black – it was all flat color without lines. Each illustration had a small bit of text laid over it Like a quarter of the page, I think.

Then I was interrupted by a small dark-skinned child, who asked me what I was reading. I started to explain it, then decided to show it to him, but as I flipped through the book all I got were pages full of text. They were in the same colors, with the page in the blue, and the text in the brown, with occasional use of the yellow in bold for emphasis.

It very much felt like a glimpse into Kirby’s version of Vallhalla, to be honest.

Edit. I decided to spend some time drawing that. I kinda got lost in filling in the text instead of drawing the city; I may come back and add more to the city. The composition is straight out of my dream; the text is me basically googling a bunch of Aztec randomness and asking myself “What would Kirby do with these elements?”.

I am not going to start writing this as an illustrated story. I hope.

I will however note that I figure “Ixtab” totally dresses like a superhero. And is ultimately possessed of some sort of reality-bending power that makes the whole story vanish up its own asshole. Seems about right for something I half-remember from a dream.

while my site was down

My site was down for a couple of days due to some complications with it moving to a faster server. Those happened to be days I doodled in.

 

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A friend’s scruffy dragon lady character.

Stardust

Twin, getting really stoned, on a day when all I seemed to be able to do was to get stoned and doodle my characters. I fucked around a lot with my collection of art brushes here.

the rita cosmic

Yesterday was Jack Kirby’s birthday. I saw a LOT of fan-art of his characters that day. Me, I just did a blatant style rip doodle. Probably needs some metallic leg bands to be honest but whatever, this was like ten minutes.

vampire-lady-doodle

Continuing style test for that vampire thing I’ve been kicking around. Yeah, I think it works. Someday I’ll actually do a short story about her. Someday. In my copious free time.

Also I finally spent some time fixing the style for Five Glasses of Absinthe. Now it’s using my horizontally-oriented comics theme, with different css to make it, um, not horizontal and stuff. There’s still some stuff that needs tweaking but it looks a hell of a lot better than it did for a while.

slack day

I blew off yoga this morning and that kinda set the tone for the day. I feel like I got nothing done.

I wanted to sit down and work on the circuit housing for the dragon costume, but it turned out the multimeter I picked up the other day required a weird-sized battery, which I did not have. When I walked on down to Radio Shack to get one, only to get back home and discover this meter doesn’t have a ‘go beep when a continuous circuit is detected’ mode – the main thing I needed one for – I just ended up feeling kind of at loose ends. I didn’t want to go out AGAIN to acquire a new one that did, and I didn’t feel like doing anything on my to-do list.

I stood around for a while looking through my pornspiration directory, with the intent of using it as source material for some random pinuppy thing. But nothing clicked. I ended up just smoking a lot of weed and doodling various characters doing the same.

Plus my site is currently down for Technical Reasons – I volunteered to beta test faster hosting at my host, with the reward of having said faster hosting for cheap for a while. But right now the site’s not responding, and I can’t access the control panel, either. Need to bug technical support on that. It would be nice to put up the new Absinthe style I put together yesterday.

And then in the evening I got mail telling me that the place I take my pole classes at will close in a couple months. One more thing to have to deal with.

I did get some laundry done, so I guess there’s that.


Oh hey. I just managed to get the password reset on my site’s control panel to work. So that’s good.

And I have found what I should be changing my nameservers to, so that’s good too. Now I get to wait a while for it to propagate.

It too easy is.

Recently, there was a thread on a webcomics board I participate in: Post your old art and your recent work, to show how far you’ve come. I dug up some old B&W stuff from 2000; one regular on the forum commented that he really liked it and asked if I’ve ever thought of playing around with that medium again.

I replied that “…mostly I kinda feel like relying on outlines is just too damn easy; after all the time I’ve spent wrapping my head around ways to create a well-defined image with only a handful of colors it feels like cheating.”

And I kept on thinking of this moment from The Planiverse. It’s a book about a 2D world with 2D physics somewhat modelled on our own; at one point the main character encounters a Great Artist, and they discuss his work. At the time, Dar Jisbo is working on highly abstract art, and despairs of ever making a piece that doesn’t look like anything at all – it’s really hard to do this when you’re working for a 1-dimensional retina.

Na did her very best to shake Dar Jisbo from his despondent mood, ending by suggesting that he paint Yendred’s portrait.

[Dar Jisbo said] “You, dear one, closer are and far more beautiful. Allow me what little of my conventional skill remains to demonstrate.”

Taking a small pad of paper, Dar Jisbo studied his subject carefully and then, beginning at the top of the paper, skipped his pen lightly and confidently along its surface from top to bottom. The whole operation took about ten seconds. At the end, he detached the paper and handed it to Na, who cocked her head to examine it. Yendred leaned eagerly over her, the better to view the portrait.

“It perfect is! What skill! Why you more pictures like this do not create?”
“It too easy is.”

(Yes, all of the dialogue Yoda-mode in is. It’s somewhere between annoying and charmingly alienating. Yendred is the main character; Na is showing him around where he meets Dar Jisbo, and Dar Jisbo is the artist.)

I suspect this is probably an adaptation of a koan; it has the shape of one. Whatever its source, though, this is the version that stays with me, and bubbles up every time I think about what it’s like to be an artist.

“These drawings of yours with conventional lines are wonderful! Why don’t you do more like them?”
“It too easy is.”

 

progress

It is 2014. I am sitting on the floor, sewing a D-ring to a hat so I can hang it from a carabiner on my purse. Ethereal music fills the air, coming from a dainty slab of electronics the size of a thin paperback book; this device has no physical connection to either the far-off server it’s pulling the music from, or to the speakers hidden in the corners of the room.

It is 1979. I am sitting on the floor, reading one of my father’s issues of “Audio” magazine. Music fills the air, coming from an assortment of electronics that become a significant component of the room’s decor: speakers almost as tall as me support a shelf of record albums and several black boxes larger and thicker than any book I own. A rat’s nest of wires hides behind this furniture, connecting it all.

facebook

 

 

 

There’s a couple stories going around about what happens when you start liking everything or nothing on Facebook nowadays. Now, I’m not really much of a Facebook person anyway. But something about these stories made me decide to start depriving Facebook of some of the information I’ve given it.

As I was doing so, I found a list of past events I’ve been invited to.
Screen_Shot_2014-08-18_at_5_32_49PMNice job on that last thumbnail, Facebook.

(Admittedly it is probably not too far off from what Ricky might have chosen for that use, but still.)

 

a day

Went to Hempfest. Hooked up with some friends; it’s a hell of a lot more fun to do Hempfest when you have other people with you who are not deep into Weed Culture to crack wise about the mindset that things everything is improved by putting a marijuana leaf on it and coloring it red, yellow, and green. Afterwards I had pizza with a couple of those friends; we got slightly drunk and talked about religion, comics, majgickq, and butts.

It was a good day. A tiring, foot-sore day, but a good day. I even got a little work in on the Rainfurrest conbook cover. Which will be finished SOMEDAY.

carnivore

Oh my fuck. I picked up a steak at the farmer’s market last weekend. Tonight, Nick came over and cooked it. It was awesome. And relatively simple, too – I could probably do it.

This may be dangerous.

Afterwards, we went out for some frozen yogurt. When we got back, it still smelled like Cookin’ Steak in the kitchen. It smelled like heaven.

Wedding!

No, not mine. Steve and Jeff’s. I went to a beautiful park I didn’t know about – and will have to visit again sometime soon before summer ends – and watched them become husbands. It was romantic, and it was also succinct. Which is kinda always a plus in weddings IMHO.

Afterwards, half the wedding party helped break down the tents, then everyone descended upon a very charming little art studio/party hall for the reception.

As the two artists in attendance, Ursula Husted and I got drafted to perform the ceremonial desecration of the new couple’s car. We were handed a box of pens that write on glass and directions to it. Here are some terrible photos of my side, paint on glass is really hard to capture!

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When we got back the party was winding down. We had of course waited for the cake before doing this sneaky mission. I ended up dancing quite obscenely with Rowyn and Sasta; at this point I think it’s inevitable that someone will want to coax me to strut my stuff after all this dirty dance class.

And now I think I will walk home and be lazy for the rest of the evening. Maybe order in.

I dunno. Weddings make me feel really grown up somehow, now.

 

 

 

 

edit. Rowyn tweeted a photo of the drivers side art in action. n.n

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