mission drift

Hah. Instead of doing anything relating to Rita, I got stoned and finally hot-glued together a replacement for the staring holographic eye hat bangle I lost, using the other half of the staring holographic eye glasses. My hats will be more stylish again.

I got distracted in that project for a while by pondering making it have some LEDs behind it, but after pondering the methods and materials for a while I finally tested holding it in front of the magic sword’s lights and found that really didn’t work. So I just went ahead with the cardboard and hot glue thing. But I also discovered that oh, hey, I have some super-tiny Arduinos kicking around, appropriate stuff to program them, and some LED pixels for another project. And a clear plastic gift-wrap bow to use as a diffuser. “Yay! I can make TWO hat powerups tonight!”, I said to myself. Except then I realized I only have one breadboard to throw the circuit together on, and it’s chock full of magic sword stuff I don’t want to disassemble. So I ordered some cute little breadboards, and the next time I have this urge drop by, I will actually be able to make a COOL LITTLE THING. I even have a housing waiting: the grinder cap off a jar of pepper, which is pretty much the perfect size for little things like this, and should be reasonably watertight after suitable application of hot glue…

tl;dr: peggy got baked and fucked around with physical things for a change.

slow day

It was one of those days where I woke up late, after waking up early from funky dreams and going back to sleep. I went out for some errands and tried to get some work done on Rita, but couldn’t seem to make myself focus. I came home and realized I needed some FOOD before going to aikido class, and that I was too short on time to manage it before I needed to run off to class, so I’m punting on aikido tonight.

But on the other hand I do now have names for all the tiers in the Rita kickstarter. I’ve decided I’m going to edit in some imagery for the video, and I kinda wonder if wanting to do that in the back of my head is why I got so little done while out at the cafe – when my brain Wants To Do A Thing, it’s really hard to make it do anything else. I might work on that now that I’m at home instead of in a place where making lots of repetitive noise will drive people crazy. Oooh, and I also need to draw the cover for book 2 so I can use it as the still image for the KS video.

Also while digging around for ideas for tier names, I ran across a rap song about Alice and Bob.

I wish I’d managed to come up with an appropriate tier for the name “Bruce Schneier Facts” but some things just are not meant to be.

Four pages left to draw before book 2 is done. I’m seriously thinking about taking a break for a couple weeks after that happens, so I can have something like a vacation. Especially with (a) a trip to New Orleans coming up and (b) Saints Row 4 coming out. yes I know I’ve talked about how I generally try to avoid games that are about Pushing The Hurt Button for days and days of gameplay, but how can I resist a game with a dubstep cannon. Not that said vacation won’t have the Kickstarter hanging over it, but I’m reasonably confident that the second time around will be a LOT less stressful.

Rita’s Row

I’ve been fooling around with the Saint’s Row 4 character generator. I decided to do what I’d done with SR3 and play as Rita. I’ve got several versions up on the site; if you have a desire to run around Steelport as Rita, check ’em out.

Rita Perelmann, all dressed up for being the president.
Rita Hatt
Ritamyriax yes this is what a dragoness wears when she’s president, are YOU gonna argue with her?

And while I’m at it here’s the version from SR3, which I only played as Rita 1.
SR3 Rita Perelmann
SR3 Rita Perelmann #2 (after I downloaded the vampire DLC; most of the time at this point I ran around with the tit size a lot closer to max)

tier naming

I’ve got a first cut of the video for the Rita 2 Kickstarter. I’ve got a mostly-finalized list of the tiers, too. I need snappy names for a couple of them, though. Any suggestions?

Offsite Backup: $1, PDF of books 1/2.

Paper Trail: $25, The book, PDFs.

Parallel Processing: $38, Three discounted copies of the book, for comic shops only.

Zero Knowledge Proof: $45, Signed book, some postcards, PDFs.

Privilege Escalation: $60, signed book, postcards, PDFs, drawing in book – only five, this is for early birds.

Unnamed With Drawing: $80, same as Privilege Escalation. I might not do this one. I’ll also probably put a limit on this one.

Unnamed Text Sponsor: $120, text sponsorship, drawing in book, etc.

Unnamed Image Sponsor: $160, small image sponsorship, drawing in book, etc

Panopticon: $300, large image sponsorship, drawing in book, etc.

Error Correction: $400, your name (subject to approval) and an appropriate pronoun replace the glitched text on this page. Large image sponsorship (same as Panopticon) plus all the other stuff.

I’m debating if I need to do a cool montage of pages at the beginning of this one’s video like I did for the first one, or if just me talking enthusiastically at the camera about the comic is enough. Dunno.

another purity test point gone

Last night Nick came over. We ended up naked on the beanbag chair in the living room, with a music visualizer being projected across my body as I rocked up and down atop him. This is a kind of hippie bourgeois thing that even as I was doing it felt like something done by a kind of person I never thought I’d be.

Life is good.

kickstarter time is near

I just roughed out the last few pages of book 2 of Rita. It’s going to be 58 pages of story, which is two more than book one. Which I think means book two will be the same size, with almost exactly the same front/backmatter, except no “Ask Rita” this time.

And I guess that means it’s time to nail down my quotes and rough shipping date estimates, and put the Kickstarter video together. I’m thinking I’ll try to launch that sometime next week. Then all I have to do is prepare the files for printing, which should be a lot easier the second time around. The big thing to do is some edits for clarity I want to do on the dance routine in chapter X – I need to make it clear Rita 2 is pretending to stab herself, not actually stabbing herself, and see how it works if I run some music over the whole thing to make it clear it’s a dance number. Plus I have to go through and make sure all the spot gloss is set up properly, and consider adding a little more here and there. I’m sure that doing all of this will eat up the one-week buffer I currently have, and probably slow production of the start of book 3 down. But at least I think I’ve limited the sketches enough that I won’t take like three months in the middle of winter to get those done instead of drawing pages. Which also might mean that I’ll have book 3 done a little earlier, in time for Rainfurrest.

Damn. Book two. I can’t believe I’ve managed to get this far on so big a project. And I really can’t see any reason why book three won’t be happening in another year or so, barring complete and utter catastrophe. I’m happy.

When it’s all done, my reward? Draw more comics. What else?

the dream of oh geeze it’s my childhood bedroom gone creepy AGAIN sheesh

I was going down a dark corridor. It wasn't my destination, but I came to a door leading off to my childhood room. Or, rather, to a half-assed copy of it. The windows were wrong, and half-open. There was a general aura of CREEPY about it, and I paused in the doorway for a moment, then just kinda rolled my eyes and was all “it's just a dream symbol for something”. I then drifted lazily through the air to the windows, and closed them. And then I pulled the shades down. The left one went down okay; the right one was a struggle. There were a bunch of plush toys perched somehow on the strips of wood between the panes that I needed to either not disturb or somehow pull the shade down between the plushie and the window, there were shelves pushed up right against the edge that were in the way of pulling down the shades. And the shades seemed to be made of repurposed garbage bags; they were translucent black and flimsy.

Finally I got the shade down. And then I woke up. It was about 2am and I was pretty thirsty.

There was stuff before it – something about mixing a deadly poison potion through a videogamey method of just clicking on the ingredients, and something about moving from the safe room I was in to another one that was a little risky because the game had ended there or something – but it's gone now.

I think the most interesting part about this dream is the way I recognized a repeating symbol, along with a spurious emotion. My sleeping brain likes to bring up I AM IN MY CHILDHOOD BEDROOM AND SOMETHING IS WROOOONG OUTSIDE THE WINDOWS now and then. I usually secure it without much problem, but the way I just threw off the warning emotion and got down to work was new. I was conscious enough to be analyzing it all as a Dream Symbol, even while I was still acting in the dream. But not conscious enough to go “hey wow I'm dreaming lets fool around!”.

I feel like this may be the back of my brain that believes in magic saying it's time to start banishing before going to bed again; it's been a while since the last time I did that. The Scientist rolls her eyes and scoffs, but then the Pragmatist points out that if the Magician is gonna keep us awake if we don't do this, it's probably easier to just let her do it, hell maybe she's on to something. And the Dragon rolls over and opens one eye and mutters something about it being four in the fucking morning and we'll do it tomorrow night, right now we just wanna get some fucking sleep, okay? So that's sorted then I guess.

my empire slowly grows

I got some email today from the folks at Phoenix Comics down in Capitol Hill. Seems the four books I brought down there a couple weeks ago are already sold out, and they’d like another half dozen. That’s in addition to the three they sold the other month.

I’m sure it doesn’t hurt that it’s being displayed pretty prominently in their “local comics” section, and that everyone who works in the shop right now is to some degree a fan of my work. Plus Cap Hill is the gay part of town, and there’s a lot of casual gayness in Rita.. But sheeiit. I must be doing something right for it to be moving like that.

I guess there’s a definite niche for a story about a queer robot lady with reality troubles. If I’m lucky maybe it’s even a significantly-sized one.

And if I’m really lucky I’ll only lose about 50% of the audience that likes Rita when my next projects are furry porn and dark urban fantasy, but I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it.

undirected training

Do you ever get the feeling that you’re putting points into a skill – without having any idea what it is?

Whenever I wander through the local park, I find myself experimenting. How quietly can I walk on this leaf-strewn gravel path? Can I balance along this log? How can I traverse this terrain most efficiently?

Today I discovered that walking very, very slowly, such that I’m crouched on one foot for several seconds at a time while the other lazily finds a place to stand, creates a fascinating little rippling sensation in my hip if I move my hips just right. It feels more stable, too. Bodies are complicated, and it’s fascinating to spend time re-visiting things I worked out long ago to see how I can refine reflexive movements like “walking” for different purposes.

But I still keep feeling like I’m slowly trying to put points in a “cat burglar” character build or something.